December 2009
Last night was like a emotional rollercoaster.
So today I went to the mall and met Lelan. We didnt get to spend much time together, but we had fun. Yesterday was our 19 month btw. (yaaay) Today is Christmas Eve, and tomorrow is Christmas. Wooo. Doesnt really feel like winter tho. WHY IS IT FUCKING SUNNY HERE?! D:< STUPID WEATHER…Anyways. Some person is pissing me off a bit. Hm. Anyways. Today was a pretty good day; emotional too.
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I HATE HOW YOU ALWAYS WANNA PICK UP A FIGHT WITH ME. I FUCKING HATE YOU. I HATE YOUR GUTS. I HATE THE WAY YOU LOOK. I HATE THE WAY YOU DRESS. I HATE THE WAY YOU COOK. I HATE THE WAY YOU TALK. I HATE THE WAY YOU DRIVE. I HATE HOW YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO. I HATE YOU TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED. I HATE HOW YOU RUINED MY LIFE. I HATE HOW YOU ALREADY RUINED MY LIFE AND WANT TO MAKE IT MORE...
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"I"
I avoid some people on purpose I’ve thought about cheating I hate the way I look most of the time I actually like the way I look most of the time I’ve been swimming in an ocean I’ve been swimming in a lake I have a sibling I have pets I’ve been on vacation recently I love meeting new people I am insanely shy I’m on a sports team My best friend is a boy I play music an instrument I don’t remember...
My family is fucked up and my mom is a big fat ugly bitch.
You drag the blade across your skin and pray to...
Back from Orooj’s party. It was pretty fun. In the beginning it was kinda boring, but later on it got really fun. Im glad I had a fun time. Ate lots of food, took pictures, blahblahblah. Lelan was there so I was SUPER happy :) Yeee. Michelle’s party is tomorrow too. I hope we can meet then too. Haha. Status now : Very tired/happy.
Stole from Dana :)
_________________________________ APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself...
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Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do...
Goodafternoon
…Then you say “I love you” to me. Which gives me the strength to go through this ridiculous feeling. Goddammit. Its so fucking addicting.
I hate acting like something I hate. I hate having to wait and then getting trouble in return. Not you but ME. I have to lose something just so I can get a little bit of time with you, and later my punishment is just around the corner just to bite me. I wish this had better timing. Its upsetting, having to deal with problems that makes me lose my own rights and getting yelled at by my mom all the...
I wish
I could sing amazingly. I always wanted to when I was little. But sadly, im super horrible at it.
Miley Cyrus - The Climb Done by AHMIR
Straight No Chaser - Santa Clause is Coming to...
A bit annoyed but whatever. I cant wait till Winter Break. I want some food.
Today's been a long day.
I have a cute outfit for tomorrow. HAH! My ass hurts. Gonna go talk to Lelan now.
Status :
Im sick and have a massive headache. I want sweet food. My mom said I cant go to AHS’s winterball. I’m not gonna give up till there’s a fight. Stupid bitch. Because of her, im always stuck inside.